On Top Of My Game

why hello there (= - it is a saturday afternoon & it is pouring outside .. to be honest, i do like the rain sometimes * this is because it is really cozy .. i am laying on my bed - listening to music & the rain coming down outside .. i just got out of the shower a little while ago & stupid me, i straighten my hair in this mess outside .. oh well, i will just have to put a hood or hat on tonight * i just hate the rain to: drive in, when i have somewhere to be [because it just messes it up sometimes], & lastly because it messes up my hair =/ lol .. so, i am obsessed with usher's new song * it is just so catchy - definitely going to be hot to drive to when it gets a little warmer out (= .. but i have been doing a lot of self reflection lately - & i realize that so many people take advantage of other people & it is not right .. when you have something good - you have to realize what you have & appreciate it .. nobody likes to feel unappreciated - & i feel that it is really important to make sure the people you care about know how you feel & what they mean to you .. unspoken words can damage a relationship - & i am well aware of my actions, as well as to make sure i do not intentionally hurt people's feelings .. i hate when people are cocky, or do not care if they hurt your feelings * i am not like that, it is just not the way i am & i am glad about that .. i may say something innocently - but if it hurts your feelings, i will feel bad .. i just loathe when people do not care about how others feel, especially on touchy topics .. uggh, but as i was saying before you should really not take people for granted, i know i do not .. i believe that if you stay on top of yourself & over analyze things you say & do, it will make you more aware of how you present yourself & make others feel .. everyone can become a better person, if they truly want to - & if everyone cared a little more, this world would be a lot nicer of a place .. ciao *